ptg yg dingin.

bagus lah. skg langsong xtawu mcm mane nak berhubung dgn dia. ari tu kate ape2 borak kat email je. hmm. tp mesti lambat dia nak respon kan? xpe lah. bukan aku xcube pn. aku da cube yg terbaik dah niyh. tp if xde jgk respon dia, nak buat mcm mane.. dok je la diam2 n teruskan khidupan mcm biase. aku harap dia ok je kat sane..

ape pn, slamat maju jaya!

only when your lonely.

Here I am again, doing things I said that I wouldn't do
It's 3AM and I'm rushing out the door to see you
Waiting, all day, but now you wanna call me
Why do you do this to me all the time?

After all the things you put me through, still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart
Cause I loved you, loved you, loved you
But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl with no one to turn you
Now I'm stronger, don't need you any longer
So get off your knees, your words don't mean anything

After all the things you put me through, ooh still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

Oh, nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it
You just think of yourself and never me at all
If you're with your friends, you just string me along
But I won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on

Cause I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

dear, G.

sgt rindu kan awak. xtawu nak luahkan kat siape. mgkn awak xbace pn bende niy, tp sy sgt berharap yg awak tawu isi ati sy. thanx buat sy epy slame niy..

i kno u're some1 out there
some1 far away
i want u back
i want u back

my neighbors tink im crazy
but they dont understand
u're all i hve
u're all i hve

at nite when the stars
light on my room
i sit by my self

talking to the moon tryin' to get to u
in hopes u're on the side talking to me to
oh am i fool who sits alone talking to the moon

im feeling like im famous
the talk of the town
they say i've gone mad
yeah i've gone mad

but they dont kno what i kno
coz when the sun goes down
some1's talking back
yeah they're talking back

at nite when the stars
light on my room
i sit by my self

talking to the moon, tryin' to get to u
in hopes u're on the other side talking to me too
oh, am i fool who sits alone talking to the moon

do u ever hear me calling?

bcoz every nite
im talking to the moon, still tryin' to get to u
in hopes u're on the other side talking to me too
oh, am i fool who sits alone talking to the moon

i kno u're some1 out there
some1 far away

pedih.

knp mesti semua niy jd? bkn ni yg aku nk. mmg bukan. tp knp dia pakse aku buat kputusan mcm niy? kputusan yg terburu-buru ke? aku betol2 xtawu ape nak buat. aku dah cube untuk saba. tp knp mesti dia guna ayat2 mcm tu? dia ingat aku niy ape? patung ke? dia ckp mcm tu, lg la aku xnk dgr ckp dia. contoh ape mcm tu? aku tawu dia nak aku faham dia. tapi kenela faham aku jgk. bnde niy xkan jd huru hara kalau kite bfikiran matang. ok, if aku cemburu skali pn, aku saje je mcm marah ke mrajok ke...tp kejap je pn. xlame. kalau pasal status tu, aku lg la xfaham knp suke sgt nak amek bende tu sbg masalah plg besar pd dia. aku betol2 tuluz dr ati, xfaham knp dia still xpuas hati. kalau dulu mmg aku xsuka ceroboh hak org. tp bile dia mula buat kecoh, aku pn try la nk buat mcm yg dia buat. aleh2, aku gak yg salah n xbetol serta x adil. xpe, aku da xjalankan operasi haram tu lg dah. aku buat tu pn dgn kebenaran dia sendiri. slame niy yg dia buat kat aku tu dgn izin ke? hmmmm.. ntah la. mgkn dia ingat aku akan lali dgn cacian n makian serta carutan nya kot. but dia silap. aku xkan penah lali dgn sume tuh. aku xkn penah suka diperlakukan sebegitu. dan aku xkn penah lupe atas ape yg dia kate kat aku. sy tanya soalan ini semula "ADAKAH INI YANG DINAMAKAN SAYANG, WAHAI ANDA DI SANA?". hanya krn perasaan marah, geram dan seangkatan dgn nya mbuatkan anda bersifat sdemikian rupa? terima kasih lah yea.. anda telah mengajar sy utk mjadi seorang yg tabah serta sabar walau ape pn yg d lemparkan, sy tetap mneruskan idup tanpa ragu2. mmg benar dia lah insan pertama yg mencuit hati ini. dia la yg pertama untk segalanya. termasuklah insan pertama yg melukakan hati ini. atas dasar cinta yg tinggi, aku cube utk hiraukan sume tu. setiap ape yg terjadi, aku maafkan dia dgn tulus dan ikhlas. semoga dgn itu, hidup ku menjadi lebih tenang dan mudah2an dgn peristiwa2 ini mbuat ku jd lebih matang serta dapat berfikiran jauh ke hadapan. cinta xboleh dipaksa atau terpaksa. cinta jugak xboleh nk d tunjuk melainkan diluahkan. 'status' tu xmbawa apa2 makna skrg ni. hanya hati yg mngetahui apa yg tersirat dan tersurat. yg penting adalah kesetiaan.
terima kasih atas segalanya. ape yg perlu sy lakukan adalah berdoa. smoga kita sama2 bahagia kelak.
mgkn stakat ni je yg mampu sy luahkan. wassalam.

kebahagiaan.

sy sgt bahagia skg niyh. terlebih bahagia ku rasa~
thanx, G.

15th february.

dikala aku sedih, c dia bergembira. smoga die gembire utk slame nye.. bia lah aku kat sini mbawa hati yg lara. slamat tinggal bintang paling terang.

awak, sy tawu awak sibuk skrg ni. sy harap awak sihat n xde ape2 masalah. sy xtawu nk ckp ape lg. tu je kot. blaja rajin2 yea..

pakcik sy sakit? harap semua nya ok.. hmm

masalah problem.

ujudnye masalah baru. sgt menggerunkan kn. hampir mbuatkn aku jatoh!!!